I turn off my feelings for you

It is the easiest way for me

So when you said last time we met …. it was the last time in a long time … we would be seen

Then I pressed the button and turned off my emotions …. For You

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Do not want to feel the joy of watching you ….. feeling of happiness when you touch me …. joy intoxication in my body when I hear your wonderful laugh ….

It was the easiest thing … I thought

Because then longing for You get smaller and easier to carry

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I’ll never be happy …… for I dare not feel the that wonderful happy feeling again

So my feelings for you ….. They are there deep inside me … but I have to turn them off …. to protect myself …. Hard but true